12.02.05

God is good because He still loves me, even after all the failures, deliberate or not. He even still has hope that I will follow His will more closely in the future, at least I suppose He does. Doing that would bring me closer to the place that is best for me, and it would also glorify Him, which is the ultimate goal.

upcoming events

• deadline for deciding about
  next year {Sunday night}
• Acousticafé next Friday night
  with the Jordan Smith Band
• midnight breakfast Sunday of
  finals week (12-11-05)
• wedding of Lee Peters and
  Jackie Nichols (12-20-05)

accomplishments:

• turned in draft of origins
  paper, albeit late
• helped decorate G2 for
  Christmas
• made Oriental Ramen for the
  Suite-E triplets and myself
• sold 4 CDs to Justin Devaraj
• re-organized all of my CDs so
  they're easier to sell

      Um, after listing all of the things I've done (that I want public, of course) and things I'm going to do, my mind is somewhat empty! =P Huh.
      I was looking back in a previous post to see what code I had used to make text tiny, and went ahead and read it while I was it. It made me think this: I don't think self-confidence equals self-respect. The way I understand confidence is trust in abilities, whereas respect is trust in character. [In reality, both to confide and to respect communicate trust generally, but as per their general usages concerning people, I assume my pre-stated view to be generally the same as most others' views.] I may have gained some self-respect lately, but mostly it was just self-confidence, which is important as well, but not as vitally significant. (Don't ask me why I'm using so many big words when I'm tired, it's just fun.)

The rnotd is: Snark! Heh-heh. "I say, Brain, that sounds like ... *narf*!"